I did not sprinkle water on my body before going to sleep. I was very tired that day. Araf came from the office. I finished all the housework by feeding him. Then I went to sleep with a tired body. Araf and my baby were sleeping by then. As soon as I lie on the bed and close my eyes, I hear the sound of my baby crying. I suddenly opened my eyes and saw that the witch and my husband were biting my baby.
My husband came and caught me with a loud scream. My baby also woke up and started crying. I looked around in surprise. All this time I only saw a dream. My baby and husband are sleeping next to me.
I was shocked by Araf's question. Then tell him about the dream. Araf recites Surah and blows me. Then tells me to sleep. But where did I fall asleep? My eyes were closed all night. But I could hear many sounds. Someone walks into the room and someone stands outside the door. Again someone opens the bathroom door. In general, one word after another was coming to my ears.
I got up when the Fajr call was given. When standing in prayer, the whole body becomes heavy. As if my weight has increased 3 times than before, on the other hand, my head is also relaxed. However, I prayed with difficulty. This is how I spend my days with small problems.
Amidst all this, my mother-in-law's anger started again. Why didn't I bring this from my father's house? They started to torture me mentally. My husband's wife used to enjoy it. Gradually their use is getting worse again. Initially, I used to share this with my husband. He also supported me. Said, "Don't worry. We will separate". But within 1 month, Araf changed. He caught my mistake. He started quarreling with me over little things. If I keep quiet without arguing. But he came in front of me and started beating me. He gets very angry. I could not find peace anywhere. When even one person in the house does not behave well, then the house becomes a hell for a girl.
Days go by. I got pregnant again. Although Araf fights with me a lot, sometimes he behaves very well. Gave me a good time at night too. The night passed, he caught my mistake in the middle of our meeting. As I cannot please him, he pushes me and throws me. A girl will understand how difficult this moment is for a girl. I cried then. The sound of my crying is unbearable for him, so he came from the bed and held me as he wanted. One kick hit my neck and stomach. I used to faint after eating his mother. What do you think, this is just the day? No, I spent many nights like this. At night he would beat me, I would lie unconscious on the floor. I would wake up in the morning.
When my baby comes in the womb. Then Araf changed even more. He doesn't want to sleep with me. He used to go to another room to sleep when he came home. I used to sleep alone with my baby. Meanwhile, another one is waiting to come into the world.
Araf becomes such a man. He doesn't budge a hair on his mother's words. Earlier he used to deposit money in my hand. Today, not even a single penny is given to me. All to his mother. My wife somehow sweeps the house and tweeps all over the house. But no one says anything to her. Meanwhile, I was pregnant and did all the housework, but I couldn't get anyone's attention. Everything started to go wrong for me.
The same events pass my time. When my 2nd child came into the world, Araf did not even come to see. My parents came and took me to the hospital. Seeing my parents, my mother-in-law and sister came with me. But all the services were taken care of by my parents. Mother-in-law came and saw only the joke. And what, even the hospital bill is paid by my father.
I got a few days rest as I was about to have a baby. When I was brought home again, my wife would handle the housework by herself. But after a few days, my call came again. Even with a sick body, I had to do all the housework.
I thought that maybe this would change in my life. But it seems that in 2018 I stepped. Same thing happened to me. Meanwhile, in the middle of the 18th year, my father renounced the illusion of the world. After my father's death, my in-laws treated me worse. I have no father, which means no place to go. Araf is there as mother's pimp. Used to sleep with me 2-3 nights every month. The rest of the night he sleeps alone.
In early 2019, ie 8 months after my father's death, my "mom" passed away. I don't want to express that feeling. Those whose parents have passed away like this, they will understand the meaning of this. Even though they have endured what was there for so long, after my mother's death, their pain increased. I used to write all the wealth of my parents in their name. I did not agree. I know they will not see me after getting these. But that day my mother-in-law and brother raised their hands on me. My husband watched it all. It is far from saving me from my mother. He didn't even once ask, "Why are you mothering him?".
I couldn't bear it anymore. Wanted to do su e a few times. But I could not look at the faces of my two children.
Finally decided to do black magic on the whole family. I will bring everyone under me. This decision came out of a kind of anger.
I found out the address of a Kaviraj from some of my friends. Meet him as promised. When I told him about the problem, he told me, "Your husband has Ban Ma Ra. After your father-in-law, your mother-in-law has cast black magic on you. So that you break up with your husband. And so that your husband listens to your mother-in-law. Because your mother-in-law is still in your mind." Thus, your father-in-law's death is for you." Kaviraj gives me an amulet. And says, "I am giving all the blessings on your husband. And you will hide this amulet somewhere in the room. No matter who else, your husband will come under you." I do that as Kaviraj says. I paid him 8 thousand taka and went home. My husband treated me very well that day. In about 1 week he is completely healthy. Loves me like before. Sleeps with me. Spends a good time with my kids. But after 1 week again like before. This means only 1 week was good.
I go again to Kaviraj. He told me, "After cutting the bun, the bun has hit your husband again. You have to go to the cemetery. Go and take an amulet in your hand. Bury it in any grave at your own risk. Insha'Allah, no one will be able to subjugate your husband". That time Kabiraj took 15 thousand rupees from me. Do you know how I managed this money? Borrow 2 thousand from so and so, 5 thousand from Tamuk. I used to pay the money in this way. I thought that when Araf recovers, at least I will pay everyone's debts. As Kaviraj said, I went to a nearby graveyard at 3 am. Come and bury the amulet there. This time also my husband was healthy for 7-8 days. After 7-8 days again as before.
I go to Kaviraj 5-6 times in a row. I blaspheme my husband. Araf is healthy for a few days. Then again like before. Meanwhile, I got pregnant again.
My 3rd child was born in 2021. I have sold my father's house property and paid all the debt. And I gave all these debts only to Kaviraj. I had some money. I also gave that to Kaviraj. Kaviraj keeps giving me different excuses. He fixed the work. But after 7-8 days, everything went wrong again. At the very end, I had only 80 thousand rupees. Then Kaviraj I hold well. At that time, I was not ready to listen to what Kaviraj told me. Kabiraj said, "You sleep with me for 5 consecutive nights. In these 5 nights, I will make you do something. That will keep you close to Aaraf for the rest of your life. Aaraf will listen to you for the rest of his life". Even after playing a big blow, I could not resist Kaviraj's words. I just want to save my family. Desperate, I went to him for 5 consecutive nights. He tore me apart as best he could.
That didn't help either. Araf was fine for only 1 month. I have 3 children. The money is all gone. When I went to tell Kaviraj about this, he said, I made some secret videos with him. If I talk about these things, she will give my husband the video. That day, I tried many times to do Sui Sae. But again and again, my eyes fell on the faces of the 3 children.
The incident does not end here. Little did I know, that there was a bigger danger ahead for me....
To be continued...đ
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